I’ve been helping my family and trying to rebuild my life. I’ve been away from my son for 3 months… He doesn’t even know who I am.. I held him and he cried… He has no idea who his daddy is. He’s grown so much… I can’t be away any longer… I need to go back as fast as I can. I don’t want him growing up a stranger to me…
Literally every single time I sit down she climbs up and if I leave she scampers behind me. :)
My hands are super shakey right now. They were shakey last night and I assumed it was low blood sugar. But today I have been well fed and my blood sugar is fine.
In the world feel like I might be worth their time?!?! I’m fucking tired of girls picking up and leaving and then coming back and apologizing. It’s getting old.
The last few days I’ve just been super depressed. I don’t want to eat. I just sit around and go to work. I don’t know why I feel depressed. I’m just floating through time kind of.
